it clicked,

Once i realized i was a Buddhist

After i finnally went for it and left to vegas with my pack to live in a car and try and get the job i was told about

After most of my vegas dreams didn't pan out and all i did was cheat on the job and drink everyday

After i used up all my money and ate the last of my shrooms

After i saw it all

I came back to this shitty town to help out my family with our house on the brink of being foreclosed. Something had to be done.

So after the show i decided i would turn in all my applications and i would be working a job here again in this town i loathe.

Then it happened.

A 15 year old driving a Chevy Blazer takes me out and i almost died.

Over a month of lying down and watching to much tv


I realize now the importance of it all

I have done nothing with my life the last 4 years.

I had no vision - I had talent but no motive
wanting to express but feeling emotionless

art was dull and so was life

but now it makes to much sense


ART IS LIFE
&
I AM STORIES